[ it's almost like he picks up on what she's thinking, and she stares at him while he speaks to her and pushes her hair to the side. it's confirmation, validation... whatever it is, it makes her feel good enough to reply back to him with something that isn't sarcasm or an immediate shut down. ]
I never wanted to leave. [ she admits finally in the heat of the moment, probably the most honest thing she's ever said to him. and maybe she means more than just tonight. she gives him a look like she's almost confused she even said that, but there's also a glimpse of relief somewhere in there, too.
her arms slide back and she holds his face while looking down at him with their foreheads still pressed. she pulls away slightly to get a better look at him, but not before kissing him a bit. ] Don't let me go, Frank. [ the look she gives him implies she's not just implying in a strictly physical sense. ]
[ his knees come up to close her in as he leans back some even through those kisses. he'll be hearing that in his sleep. it's honest and raw and he files it away to listen to again and again, savoring these rare moments with her. his heart skips a beat at her ask, knowing he won't deny her anything, but... it's still quite a request. frank holds on tighter with all his limbs like he's taking it strictly physically, but he understands her for what she means as he vows to do just that. ]
I won't. [ he proclaims, squeezing her even tighter, knowing that he can't hurt her goes a long way towards peace of mind. he nudges his nose up against hers and rolls his hips once, wanting her to feel how much he wants her with his whole person, and not just in the moment. ]
Okay. [ it's a nod to his same response from earlier as lips hungrily claim his own while he holds onto her tightly. all she wants is to feel him everywhere, and she really doesn't want him to let her go. she knows how cheesy and cliche it is but she's been so alone and she feels okay with him, like he won't cast her to the side like everyone else has.
instinctively, her hips are grinding against his crotch as she kisses him until a hand come down to grab a hold of his cock and hold him in place as she slides herself down onto him. the familiar sensation causes her to release a noise into his mouth, knees propping herself up before lowering herself once more. she's already so wet from him eating her earlier that she has to fight the sudden urge to go hard against him. even after cumming, she wants him so fucking bad. ]
[ just that one word has him smiling against her lips, sustaining the kiss for as long as he's able. frank pulls in a sharp breath at the grind, holding it when she takes hold of his cock to guide it inside her. he wants to ask again - about condoms...? does she just not do that? but he really doesn't know the etiquette and after all their talking he still doesn't know if they're exclusive or even if he has the right to ask that. god, he is so bad at this, but it won't stop him from gripping her tight just like she asked, breathing through the conduit of their mouths when the kiss breaks but he doesn't want to pull his face from hers. ]
Jess... [ it's just a murmur against her lips, content with whichever pace she sets for them. he can see katharine hepburn's profile just beyond jessica's, but it's no contest in his mind. frank starts to nudge his hips back against hers, keeping his movements easy to override since he knows she will take total control sooner or later anyway. it's clearly not something he minds. ]
[ there it was, that familiar way he says her name that drives her insane. his stupid voice that stuck in her brain even after she was long gone. it causes her to release a small moan against his skin as she leans forward into him, hands still holding onto either side of his face. with her mouth askew she hovers over him steadily, despite her actions moving her body below. god, she missed this. she would never tell him and give him that satisfaction but everything about them just... work, so well together.
she wants to break him--that's all her hips want to do--but franks a classic kind of guy, and he just did something for her so she wants to return the favor. slowly sliding her hands down to his neck she maintains a slow and steady speed, her lips dragging across his cheek over to his ear as she begins to call out to him. ] Frank... Frank I missed you so fucking much...
[ he anticipates the pain - maybe even looks forward to it a little. or a lot. what he loves most is the pleasure on her face, so this position is ideal, he can see every tiny shift on her face. frank trembles beneath her as she draws him in, holding him there with every fiber of her being. he can tell she's moving slow because she knows it will wind him up and it certainly does that and more. frank doesn't move much, though every third thrust or so, he meets her, his hips rolling in a slow grind to stimulate and keep them both present. his throat presses up into her hands in total trust as his fingers dig into her skin, indenting her backside while his heart feels like it might explode.
frank bites into his lip, closing his eyes as she shifts across his ear to drop words into them. he expects... something dirty, maybe. nothing like what he gets. it only makes him clutch her tighter, meeting her pace one for one now, his actions driven by palpable desperation. she missed him? he missed her, but there's something jarring about hearing it, especially now, in such an intimate context. and while she's treating him tenderly, like he's something special to her. she said he wasn't though, that neither of them could have that. when he blinks his eyes back open, it dislodges a tear that runs hotly down his face. he stutters out a breath and buries his face in her hair hopefully before she can see him cry, his hands climbing up her back to hold on in somehow an even tighter embrace. ]
[ thankfully she misses that, because if she would have seen it she would have stopped everything in it's tracks. instead she takes note of his reaction, how his hips begin to match her own beat, causing her to moan slightly. she likes when he digs into her, when he grasps her so hard because he can't contain himself, and when he pushes his face into her hair she tilts her head back, exposing the pale skin of her neck to him.
it's similar for her, in the sense that she knows he enjoys it this way so it means she enjoys it that much more. her hips quicken their pace, just a slight amount while bringing her head back forward to look at him. as much as she's trying to appease him with this emotional route, she finds herself flustered when her eyes meet back with his, heart racing in her chest. it's not supposed to be this way, but goddamn if it doesn't feel right. ]
[ the moisture rubs off on her skin as he leans in to taste the flesh of her throat as it's offered to him, his embrace softening but maintaining its proprietary nature as his callouses slide over her back. his voice releases a pitchy sigh bordering on a whine when she picks up the pace and he leans back again so she can hover over him. his eyes are blown out dark, still wet but obviously full to the brim of admiration for her. his hips piston up into her as his hands slide down to hold at her hips, breaths coming shallow and quick as his own completion builds behind his belly. ]
Hi. [ he says lamely, the word quivering the tiniest bit as he meets her gaze. his hips circle as he presses his lips to hers and shuts his eyes, reveling in the feeling of their coupling though even he could stand for some more roughness now. ]
[ he's better now, right? maybe not 100% but definitely better than last time. when he says "hi" to her it sparks something inside of her--she's not mad about it, but it's definitely not a reaction she wants to hear right now. she knows he's just trying to be cute, but the only thing she wants to hear coming out of his mouth right now is uncontrollable words or sounds.
a smirk is the only response she gives him while moving into an up right position, one hand coming to push her hair out of her face before holding it in place behind her head. her hips start increasing speed once more, only this time keeping a steady incline in it's pace. her eyes close and she bites her bottom lip and she maintains that position a bit with her hand behind her head, grinding quickly up and down him. ]
[ he's all in one piece for sure, though still bruised and banged up. there might even be a few new ones, but nothing like billy's crew and the pilgrim had dealt him. frank chuckles as she draws away from him, then bites into his lip as he watches her. she's so... different, from any woman he's ever known. she constantly keeps him on his toes and he couldn't be more into it if he tried. slowly, out of joint with the fast pace she's adopted, frank's hands run up over her sides to fit his palms to her breasts. calloused thumbs drag across her nipples as he does his best to match her rhythm. ]
You're... [ he rasps out, a million different adjectives racing through his mind, but he worries she won't appreciate a single one, so he lunges forward to fit his lips to her chest instead, hands smoothing back down her sides as his lips close around one hardened nub, then the other, his tongue chasing the action across in hopes of pleasing her more than lame words could. ]
[ there's something about him touching her breast and nipples that causes her shiver a bit. he's very reserved, so the fact that he's even doing this to her makes her think that he's into this--into her, this position. he's so submissive normally that when he grabs a hold of her like that its enthralling.
her eyes open when he starts to say something, but she's surprised to see his face bury into her chest, tripling that sensation. letting out a quick moan, she enjoys his tongue against her sensitive skin, forearm wrapping around and pushing against the back of his neck into her.
after a minute that same arm retracts from around him and her hand pushes into his chest so he's back up against the couch, and she slides it up to his neck where she holds onto him and applies a little pressure to either side of it. ] I want to see your fucking face. [ she says in a low and demanding voice. ]
[ his face buries in her chest, moaning when she holds him in place. that's it, that's what he wants, and it has his cock twitching inside her as he redoubles his efforts. she shoves him back and his eyes open wide, heart pounding as he looks up at her, confused and nervous and turned on all at once — each one showing plainly in his gaze. ]
Y-yes, ma'am. [ he murmurs, pulse leaping against her palm excitedly. he blinks up at her, lips parting with unmistakable desire as he presses her throat back into her grip. his hands seek out her waist again, curving gently around her this time in sharp contrast to the way she's treating him now. further evidence that he likes the abuse. ]
[ there's a small glimpse of fear in his eyes as she begins to get rough with him, and there's a part of her that's satisfied when she comes in contact with it. it's such a rare side of him that no one gets to see. as much as she enjoys the slowness with him, it feels good to change the tone up and get a little more aggressive. it's natural for her, but honestly, she just enjoys being with him.
there's a heaviness from her as her hips quickly slide up and down his cock, stopping at his base and grinding roughly a bit before increasing her speed again. she leans over to kiss him just briefly every now and then, mostly just enjoying watching him take it as she rides him. she's obviously into it, too, if her body language and moans were any indication.
[ he wants to give himself completely over to her and it doesn't get more straightforward than this, her having final say in how deeply he breathes as she slams her body down into his. when she kisses him, he whimpers against her lips, but never lets it last long. he always pulls back after a beat or two to keep his eyes on her the way she ordered. his mouth slackens that much more when her hand bears down on him, grinding his pelvic bone up into hers as he ekes out another pitchy whine. ]
Yeah... [ he sighs, lost to the moment and broadcasting it through every tiny minutia of his body language. ]
[ it's endearing to her how much of a good listener he is, the way he pulls back to stare at her even after distracting him with her lips. the expression on his face is everything to her right now as she memorizes every feature and the way his eyes tell her how much he's enjoy this... it's even becoming too much for her. letting out a loud almost frustrated moan, she tilts her head back. she wasn't about to be the one to be first again this time, especially after cumming once already. ]
Yeah? [ she questions back at him, doing her best to maintain her ferocity with her hips while trying to keep her own orgasm at bay. inhaling deeply, she hangs her mouth open for a bit before speaking to him once more. ] Fuck, Frank...
[ she'll have to tell him plainly otherwise he'll hold out all night if he has to, even as his eyes darken noticeably and he's moving back against her now with no restraint whatsoever. his fingers continue to move gently over the line of her waist despite the rough way they're both coming together now. he grunts in reply to her question, surging forward in an attempt to get her to tighten up on him even more. he wants to struggle, he doesn't want to have to think at all. ]
Don't stop, Jess. [ he hisses even as he starts feeling lightheaded. things are coming to a head for him, but her dominance is more important to him now than either of their pleasure, especially his own. ]
[ goddamn, his stubbornness could rival her own, though she shouldn't be so surprised. she might even be a little impressed by it all. everything is becoming a blur, now, especially after he says her name again. ]
I want it, Frank-- [ despite being in the dominant position here, she's the one begging for him as her hand tightens at all his actions indicating for her to do so. she mouth is releasing a steady stream of moans now as one hand braces the couch behind him for support as she comes crashing down on top of him. ] I want your cum so fucking bad!
[ he nods, beyond earnest as she starts to tell him what she wants. a weak moan spills from him at her beg, airway constricted enough that it barely ekes out. the fact is he'd do anything for her right now, is thinking of nothing else, in fact and it's exactly what he'd wanted in turn. that scream has his hips speeding up, drilling up into her as blunt nails dig into her backside at last. ]
Yeah? [ frank pushes out breathlessly, face turning red as she chokes him out. he never would have imagined in a million years this would get him off, but he's realizing anything jessica does will get him there, and it's no coincidence that the entire scene has a proprietary tinge to it. ] You want me to... come inside you... right now?
[ he just barely gets the words out in any recognizable way, not used to speaking so plainly during sex but too far gone to care. besides, she said she liked hearing him, didn't she? frank pushes up against her grip one final time and comes explosively inside her, still in the throes of his own orgasm as two fingers press unsubtly to her clit. he wants her to come to, right now, all over again, while he's still inside her. ]
[ if she wasn't already at her limit, hearing him talk to her like that pretty much just pushed her over the edge, and at the right time, too. anyone else it might not have that big of an effect on her, but coming from him not only is it incredibly attractive, she feels a little privileged to witness it for herself. it's definitely something she'll be thinking about for awhile, even after this moment has passsed.
before she can even respond, she can see that familiar look on his face just as he begins to release himself inside of her. almost immediately after, with the additional help from his thumb, that familiar sensation rushes over her and everything about her suddenly tenses up, eyes shutting tightly as she comes. her hand gives one last final squeeze in the midst of it all as she moans loudly for him. her hips thrust downwards hard on him a few more good times before she stops just at his base, rolling forward gently with him still inside of her as she slowly begins to loosen up. ] Jesus, Frank... [ she whispers to him breathlessly, giving him a pretty exhausted look as she drops her hand from his neck. her forehead leans against his as she attempts to catch her breath in this pretty damn near perfect moment with him. ]
[ he gulps air greedily into his lungs the second she lets go, hand lifting to catch hers so that his fingers wrap around her palm. the wet fingers of his other hand wipe against her thigh and gently hold on as she presses her face against his. frank lets out a satisfied little sigh though his breathing is still harsh. he's smiling softly now even as drowsiness starts to set in. he'll fight it as long as he can to bask in the moment with her. ]
That was... [ he trails off, not knowing what to say there. in place of the words, the hand not entangled with hers lifts up to bury in her hair as his lips fit to jessica's in a soft wrap-up of everything he feels for her. the hand holding hers braces against his chest while they kiss, though he has no delusions of it being sustainable in the moment. ]
[ there's a small, almost innocent sounding laugh she makes when he says that, but it's quickly silenced as soon as his lips press against her own. her free hand comes to grab onto his forearm and she kisses him back with absolutely no qualms, tilting her head to the side a bit. when it breaks she gasps for air while focusing her gaze on him for a minute, before pulling his hand that's holding her hair back to her cheek where she rests her face. there's a small, content smile on her lips as she turns to kiss his palm, before falling limply against his body. ]
I don't normally like to admit when I've been proved wrong, but... [ she pauses, head resting on his shoulder while facing his neck, still catching up with her breathing. ] You handled me pretty well.
[ he laughs, a gentle chuckle rolled into her ear as his arms fold across her back, one hand still playing in her hair as he holds her against him. he's already scared she'll leave again, but he can't deny himself this anyway, a tiny shiver causing a quiver through his midsection. ]
Yeah, well. Not a whole lot left to prove in that department anymore. [ using a hand, she idly traces her fingers over his chest, scars and all, thinking about how the last time they did this she was afraid to even touch him. it's amazing what a few weeks can do. she presses her forehead against the side of his neck, closing her eyes. ]
No? [ he's a little surprised at the praise, not sure how she could be impressed by him of all people in this category. but he's not interested in pursuing it further and he freezes up a little as he remembers the question he'd wanted to ask her both times they'd been intimate now but had gotten too swept up in the moment. his skin grows hot under her touch, a steady flush climbing up his throat as he tries to force himself to bring up the difficult subject, knowing full well it's his fault for letting it go so long as is. ] Hey, Jess... can I ask you something?
[ she can't help but tense up a bit and reopen her eyes when he says it, looking more annoyed than she actually feels. releasing a sigh against him, she continues her movements against his skin with her fingers. ] You just did.
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I never wanted to leave. [ she admits finally in the heat of the moment, probably the most honest thing she's ever said to him. and maybe she means more than just tonight. she gives him a look like she's almost confused she even said that, but there's also a glimpse of relief somewhere in there, too.
her arms slide back and she holds his face while looking down at him with their foreheads still pressed. she pulls away slightly to get a better look at him, but not before kissing him a bit. ] Don't let me go, Frank. [ the look she gives him implies she's not just implying in a strictly physical sense. ]
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I won't. [ he proclaims, squeezing her even tighter, knowing that he can't hurt her goes a long way towards peace of mind. he nudges his nose up against hers and rolls his hips once, wanting her to feel how much he wants her with his whole person, and not just in the moment. ]
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instinctively, her hips are grinding against his crotch as she kisses him until a hand come down to grab a hold of his cock and hold him in place as she slides herself down onto him. the familiar sensation causes her to release a noise into his mouth, knees propping herself up before lowering herself once more. she's already so wet from him eating her earlier that she has to fight the sudden urge to go hard against him. even after cumming, she wants him so fucking bad. ]
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Jess... [ it's just a murmur against her lips, content with whichever pace she sets for them. he can see katharine hepburn's profile just beyond jessica's, but it's no contest in his mind. frank starts to nudge his hips back against hers, keeping his movements easy to override since he knows she will take total control sooner or later anyway. it's clearly not something he minds. ]
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she wants to break him--that's all her hips want to do--but franks a classic kind of guy, and he just did something for her so she wants to return the favor. slowly sliding her hands down to his neck she maintains a slow and steady speed, her lips dragging across his cheek over to his ear as she begins to call out to him. ] Frank... Frank I missed you so fucking much...
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frank bites into his lip, closing his eyes as she shifts across his ear to drop words into them. he expects... something dirty, maybe. nothing like what he gets. it only makes him clutch her tighter, meeting her pace one for one now, his actions driven by palpable desperation. she missed him? he missed her, but there's something jarring about hearing it, especially now, in such an intimate context. and while she's treating him tenderly, like he's something special to her. she said he wasn't though, that neither of them could have that. when he blinks his eyes back open, it dislodges a tear that runs hotly down his face. he stutters out a breath and buries his face in her hair hopefully before she can see him cry, his hands climbing up her back to hold on in somehow an even tighter embrace. ]
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it's similar for her, in the sense that she knows he enjoys it this way so it means she enjoys it that much more. her hips quicken their pace, just a slight amount while bringing her head back forward to look at him. as much as she's trying to appease him with this emotional route, she finds herself flustered when her eyes meet back with his, heart racing in her chest. it's not supposed to be this way, but goddamn if it doesn't feel right. ]
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Hi. [ he says lamely, the word quivering the tiniest bit as he meets her gaze. his hips circle as he presses his lips to hers and shuts his eyes, reveling in the feeling of their coupling though even he could stand for some more roughness now. ]
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a smirk is the only response she gives him while moving into an up right position, one hand coming to push her hair out of her face before holding it in place behind her head. her hips start increasing speed once more, only this time keeping a steady incline in it's pace. her eyes close and she bites her bottom lip and she maintains that position a bit with her hand behind her head, grinding quickly up and down him. ]
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You're... [ he rasps out, a million different adjectives racing through his mind, but he worries she won't appreciate a single one, so he lunges forward to fit his lips to her chest instead, hands smoothing back down her sides as his lips close around one hardened nub, then the other, his tongue chasing the action across in hopes of pleasing her more than lame words could. ]
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her eyes open when he starts to say something, but she's surprised to see his face bury into her chest, tripling that sensation. letting out a quick moan, she enjoys his tongue against her sensitive skin, forearm wrapping around and pushing against the back of his neck into her.
after a minute that same arm retracts from around him and her hand pushes into his chest so he's back up against the couch, and she slides it up to his neck where she holds onto him and applies a little pressure to either side of it. ] I want to see your fucking face. [ she says in a low and demanding voice. ]
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Y-yes, ma'am. [ he murmurs, pulse leaping against her palm excitedly. he blinks up at her, lips parting with unmistakable desire as he presses her throat back into her grip. his hands seek out her waist again, curving gently around her this time in sharp contrast to the way she's treating him now. further evidence that he likes the abuse. ]
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there's a heaviness from her as her hips quickly slide up and down his cock, stopping at his base and grinding roughly a bit before increasing her speed again. she leans over to kiss him just briefly every now and then, mostly just enjoying watching him take it as she rides him. she's obviously into it, too, if her body language and moans were any indication.
her hand tightens up, just a little more. ]
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Yeah... [ he sighs, lost to the moment and broadcasting it through every tiny minutia of his body language. ]
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Yeah? [ she questions back at him, doing her best to maintain her ferocity with her hips while trying to keep her own orgasm at bay. inhaling deeply, she hangs her mouth open for a bit before speaking to him once more. ] Fuck, Frank...
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Don't stop, Jess. [ he hisses even as he starts feeling lightheaded. things are coming to a head for him, but her dominance is more important to him now than either of their pleasure, especially his own. ]
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I want it, Frank-- [ despite being in the dominant position here, she's the one begging for him as her hand tightens at all his actions indicating for her to do so. she mouth is releasing a steady stream of moans now as one hand braces the couch behind him for support as she comes crashing down on top of him. ] I want your cum so fucking bad!
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Yeah? [ frank pushes out breathlessly, face turning red as she chokes him out. he never would have imagined in a million years this would get him off, but he's realizing anything jessica does will get him there, and it's no coincidence that the entire scene has a proprietary tinge to it. ] You want me to... come inside you... right now?
[ he just barely gets the words out in any recognizable way, not used to speaking so plainly during sex but too far gone to care. besides, she said she liked hearing him, didn't she? frank pushes up against her grip one final time and comes explosively inside her, still in the throes of his own orgasm as two fingers press unsubtly to her clit. he wants her to come to, right now, all over again, while he's still inside her. ]
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before she can even respond, she can see that familiar look on his face just as he begins to release himself inside of her. almost immediately after, with the additional help from his thumb, that familiar sensation rushes over her and everything about her suddenly tenses up, eyes shutting tightly as she comes. her hand gives one last final squeeze in the midst of it all as she moans loudly for him. her hips thrust downwards hard on him a few more good times before she stops just at his base, rolling forward gently with him still inside of her as she slowly begins to loosen up. ] Jesus, Frank... [ she whispers to him breathlessly, giving him a pretty exhausted look as she drops her hand from his neck. her forehead leans against his as she attempts to catch her breath in this pretty damn near perfect moment with him. ]
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That was... [ he trails off, not knowing what to say there. in place of the words, the hand not entangled with hers lifts up to bury in her hair as his lips fit to jessica's in a soft wrap-up of everything he feels for her. the hand holding hers braces against his chest while they kiss, though he has no delusions of it being sustainable in the moment. ]
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I don't normally like to admit when I've been proved wrong, but... [ she pauses, head resting on his shoulder while facing his neck, still catching up with her breathing. ] You handled me pretty well.
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Next time maybe you'll take my word for it.
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