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[oorah]

𝓜𝓻. 𝓜𝓪𝔂𝓸𝓻

𝖙𝖊𝖝𝖙, 𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖔 (𝔲𝔫;𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖉𝖔𝖌)

𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊 𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖘𝖊)

𝖋𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖈𝖑𝖚𝖇 𝖛𝖕 (𝔰𝔞𝔣𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢)

𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖑𝖊𝕮𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝕶𝖔𝖚𝖙 (𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔬𝔯)

𝖔𝖈𝖈𝖚𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖍 : ₁₀₋₃ | 𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖑 : ₁₁₋₇ | 𝖋𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖕)

𝖛𝖔𝖑𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖗 (𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔬𝔫, 𝔠𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔠, 𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔩)

Comments

[oorah]

oh
that's good too

[nishizono]

could you not think like that please

[oorah]

think like what

[nishizono]

like that
you know what i mean!

[oorah]

if i did i wouldn't be asking
what you meant

[nishizono]

you're gonna make me say it out loud
aren't you

[oorah]

at least in text?

[nishizono]

don't think like i like her in a dating way
i mean she's really nice and all
but that's not the point

this is a fucking trap

[oorah]

it's OK if you do
or don't
i was just teasing you

[nishizono]

you've succeeded, dad
i'm just gonna lie down and judge myself

she's really nice though

[oorah]

she is

you ever have a girlfriend before?

[nishizono]

never dated anyone before

too busy running to even think about it, i guess

[oorah]

well take your time
if it's right you'll know

[nishizono]

what the hell does that even mean

[oorah]

it means i can't tell you if you like nill
only you know that

[nishizono]

okay but why not
wouldn't that be more
i don't know

more simple, i guess

i don't know anything about this

[oorah]

it would be
but that's not how it works
it's just something you know when the time is right
it's normal to be confused until then

the best things in life don't come free
just remember that

[nishizono]

[ this sounds like a lot of work, but he gets it. he doesn't understand it, but he gets it. ]

you've gone through it, right?
is it worth it?
being in love

[oorah]

[ it's a loaded question, especially for frank. but it's like when maria asked him where his home was - no matter his flaws he'd always answer with her. he'd always answer yes. he'd always wish he was with her and his two beautiful babies, even when he'd made a semblance of a life in this dismal place. ]

yes it's worth it.
nothing else is more worth it
take it from someone who lost it all

[nishizono]

i'm sorry.

[ he means it. he means it despite not knowing what it's like, because he's only ever had one person in his life that was worth sacrificing for and tetora had always known they weren't meant for a life where they could mean something. it doesn't mean he hasn't learned to empathize since then. ]

[oorah]

i know
but that's not how it usually goes
you deserve to be happy, tetora.

[nishizono]

i don't know if i'll even recognize happiness the way you've felt it
some people aren't built for it
i'm not trying to get pity here, okay
it's just

i don't know what it is
i've only ever been angry all my life

[oorah]

you and me aren't so different
i know you know that
just don't close that door ok?
you might surprise yourself.

[nishizono]

i can promise that i won't.

i do have a question though
and don't laugh or anything
this is really confusing

what do you when you like two people a lot?

[oorah]

i wouldn't laugh at you
even if it wouldn't literally kill me

don't rush into anything
you're at an age where a lot of things might seem like a good idea
reckless things
try to cool it a little, think with a level head.
if you have one of those under there somewhere