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𝓜𝓻. 𝓜𝓪𝔂𝓸𝓻

𝖙𝖊𝖝𝖙, 𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖔 (𝔲𝔫;𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖉𝖔𝖌)

𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊 𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖘𝖊)

𝖋𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖈𝖑𝖚𝖇 𝖛𝖕 (𝔰𝔞𝔣𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢)

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𝖛𝖔𝖑𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖗 (𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔬𝔫, 𝔠𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔠, 𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔩)

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[morphogenia]

[She meets his eyes in return, eyes welling up in return. Kamala didn't come here to upset him. She wanted to share happy stories and indulge in her silly fantasies. Reality has a way of creeping in even when she tries to avoid it. Right now she's stuck with the weight of called good. To her it's not a natural state. It's something you have to work at every day. She can't do one good deed and claim that makes her good forever. It's a lot to live up to.

Her voice is shaky as she replies.] I don't want to disappoint you or my family. Ammi and Abu had to work really hard to get me stop acting like such a selfish brat all the time. I want to be someone all of you can be proud of which is my way of saying I am going to earn that trust. Even if it's scary to live up to something like that when everything around me isn't so great.

[oorah]

You're sixteen, Kamala. Do you know what I was doing at sixteen? [ apparently it's rhetorical because he just shakes his head. if she's a selfish brat then he was an actual piece of shit. which probably isn't far off from the truth. he squeezes her wrist once before pulling his hand away. ] You're still figuring out who you are. But whoever that person ends up being? Couldn't ever disappoint me. And I'm not someone you should be worried about letting down anyway.

[ more to the point: her parents sound like literal saints. it hurts that she looks up to him. ] Just know I'm gonna back you up. No matter what. Okay?

[morphogenia]

I actually have no idea. [She replies honestly before simply listening. Now it's her turn to get bright eyed. That was actually the perfect thing to say. She'll probably obsessively commit it to memory after this.

She rubs her eyes to keep from getting too emotional on him which really says a lot. Kamala has never lacked feels.] Okay. For the record? Saying stuff like that is why I worry about letting you down. You're a really good friend and a reliable grown up which is really hard to come by especially in horror films. You should really get used to people worrying about this.

[oorah]

[ sometimes he's disturbingly good at this. but that doesn't make it any easier to accept her gratitude or admiration. frank ducks his head, shrugging in a minute show of helplessness. ]

How about I start with just you. [ if he can get used to kamala relying on him, that's a step right? ]

[morphogenia]

[Kamala smiles fondly at him. Sometimes she forgets it isn't just her that has to grow here. The fact that he tries really just makes her admire him more.] I'm fine with that. Rome wasn't built in a day, right?