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[oorah]

𝓜𝓻. 𝓜𝓪𝔂𝓸𝓻

𝖙𝖊𝖝𝖙, 𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖔 (𝔲𝔫;𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖉𝖔𝖌)

𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖆𝖋𝖊 𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖘𝖊)

𝖋𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖈𝖑𝖚𝖇 𝖛𝖕 (𝔰𝔞𝔣𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢)

𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖑𝖊𝕮𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝖑𝖔𝖔𝕶𝖔𝖚𝖙 (𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔬𝔯)

𝖔𝖈𝖈𝖚𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖍 : ₁₀₋₃ | 𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖑 : ₁₁₋₇ | 𝖋𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖕)

𝖛𝖔𝖑𝖚𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖗 (𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔬𝔫, 𝔠𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔠, 𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔩)

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[iisupergirlii]

[ Kara can't respond to that. She can't handle that, not yet. it's a while later when she finally answers, wiping her eyes dry on the sleeve of her jumpsuit first. ]

Don't worry about that. I'm not putting you in danger again.

[ hope you didn't want to see Kara ever again because you're not. she's a killer, Frank. stay away. ]

[oorah]

[ he thinks that's it and he's relieved. kilgrave won't get anything from them emoting on each other at least. but then, his screen flashes just when he's convinced himself it won't. goddamnit, kara. ]

i'm always in danger. that's where i live.

[ she doesn't have to put him in danger when he can do that all by himself! ]

i don't blame you and that's not about to change. [ he knows she'll blame herself enough for both of them anyway. why does he have to be weak, why can't he be like jessica and pretend he doesn't give a fuck about these people? ]

[iisupergirlii]

You should.

[ please do, Frank. she deserves it. her eyes sting, and she takes the opportunity of being alone to just throw her arm over her eyes and lay on her back, trying to breathe. ]

[oorah]

nah [ and really that's it. maybe it's finally time he puts his life in a grander context for her. he plays back their conversation in the tent. she might think he's just a soldier who lost his family, but he's so much more. or really less than that. he's barely even a scrap of who she attempts to be. ]

i'm not who you think i am

[iisupergirlii]

Okay? That doesn't mean you deserved to be murdered.

[ whatever he can possibly say, really, won't justify it if that's what he's trying to do. but at least it gives Kara something to focus on other than flashbacks of quiet (and not-so-quiet) touches and lasers and death all jumbled up together. ]

[oorah]

[ his own co would disagree, and his own brother. he still has the bullet fragment in his head to prove it. but frank isn't ready to go that far down the rabbithole. not yet. ]

you're more important. [ it doesn't matter if she could kill him without any real effort, or that he knows she can take care of herself. because clearly she can't. she needs people like jess and himself who are willing to take things too far. who are ready and willing to kill for their objectives. ]

there's a guy i know. back home. a superfreak like you. he always does the right thing even when it leaves him nearly dead.

maybe i'm trying to be more like him. more like you. [ a hero, though he'd never earn the title. he'd never want to. ]

[iisupergirlii]

[ Kara doesn't know what he's getting at, but it makes her insides burn in a guilty way. what he's saying - that's what she always strove to live up to, to represent, but she can't now. that's gone. it's over. she killed someone. she killed Frank, and that same person is trying to convince her she's important and good.

if she had been good enough, strong enough, she could have overcame Kilgrave's control, even if it was at the last second. she wouldn't have killed. she knows that. but she was too weak. ]

I'm not that person, not anymore.

[oorah]

bullshit. you'll always be her. and if you let that [ be polite. well his mama always said if you can't be polite say nothing at all, so she gets another message rather than a descriptor of the man they both know had destroyed everything they both stand for. ] if you let him take that away from you then you're right. you're not kara fucking danvers anymore. not supergirl.

but i don't believe that. not for a goddamn minute.

[iisupergirlii]

[ haahahaha hahahahhahahaha well that makes one of them. ]

I do.

[oorah]

[ game, set: match. ] then i'll just have to believe it for both of us.

[iisupergirlii]

Thanks. [ she shouldn't thank him. ugh. he shouldn't be helping her at all, even if it's just an unending belief in her. that's not fair, not what she deserves. she killed him. how can he even hold a conversation with her? how can he forgive this? ]

I don't care about any of that, though. I just don't want to hurt anyone ever again.

[oorah]

then stay where you are [ and don't tell him a word of it. not that he can say that part. not that he's even fully conscious of wanting to say it now. ]

[iisupergirlii]

I'm going to. Just get Jessica away from me. Please?

[ she doesn't want to ask him for a favor, but as long as Jessica is with her then she's in danger of Kara killing again. ]

[oorah]

what


why [ jessica is the only one who can protect kara. he can't. ]

[iisupergirlii]

I don't want to hurt her. Or kill her. Please, Frank.

[oorah]

jess is okay

you have to stay put

[iisupergirlii]

She's not as long as she's around me.

[oorah]

she is
she knows what she's doing

[iisupergirlii]

[ and with that answer, Kara throws her device onto the bed with enough force that it goes halfway through the mattress, tattered fluff hiding enough of the screen that she can't see Frank's picture with his username. And that's fine. He won't listen, and he needs to talk to people better than her, people who haven't killed him, anyway. ]