[ it almost feels like intimidation, the way she stares at him, like she does other people when she's trying to figure them out though. turn it around on her, start to ask her the big questions, though, and watch how quickly her gaze diverts away. ]

I don't know. [ it's indifferent, but it's honest. ] Just being alive... My whole existence has killed and ruined so many peoples lives. Every time I try to do the right thing... [ well, she carries her eyes back up to his because he knows, that much she does understand about him. ] I should be dead, I should have died in the car crash that killed the rest of my family. But I'm here, so. I just keep going until I don't have to anymore.