[ morning, fuck. she's her worst in the morning. that means he'll probably fall in love with her or something. as soon as she wakes up, she has to get lost.
the most mindful she's ever been, Jess reaches for the glass of water and slides it along the tiles to be in front of her. looking at the gently swishing water, she wants to be sick again. Jess closes her eyes and breathes as evenly as she can, her head swaying regardless of her attempts to keep it still. cursing, she slides the glass away from her and scoots close to the toilet. that's enough for her stomach to revolt a last time, Jess heaving twice dryly before spitting up translucent vomit that leaves her throat and mouth burning. ]
Shit, fuck. [ Jess rasps and digs the heels of her palms into her eye sockets, exhaustion renewed because for a split second there, with the unabsorbed poison purged from her system, she legitimately felt better. like an idiot. instead of leaning on the toilet to stabilize herself, she props her elbows on her knees and keeps her head cradled by her brow until the small dark world behind her eyelids catches up to her in settling the fuck down. ]
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[ morning, fuck. she's her worst in the morning. that means he'll probably fall in love with her or something. as soon as she wakes up, she has to get lost.
the most mindful she's ever been, Jess reaches for the glass of water and slides it along the tiles to be in front of her. looking at the gently swishing water, she wants to be sick again. Jess closes her eyes and breathes as evenly as she can, her head swaying regardless of her attempts to keep it still. cursing, she slides the glass away from her and scoots close to the toilet. that's enough for her stomach to revolt a last time, Jess heaving twice dryly before spitting up translucent vomit that leaves her throat and mouth burning. ]
Shit, fuck. [ Jess rasps and digs the heels of her palms into her eye sockets, exhaustion renewed because for a split second there, with the unabsorbed poison purged from her system, she legitimately felt better. like an idiot. instead of leaning on the toilet to stabilize herself, she props her elbows on her knees and keeps her head cradled by her brow until the small dark world behind her eyelids catches up to her in settling the fuck down. ]