[ once she starts to throw up, she wants to, just to get it over with. she changes her mind as soon as she can catch a breath, overcome with shame and loathing for the wasted liquor. the bottle she got blacklisted for, that she forcefully separated their combined association with by ensuring someone in there doesn't want her. she changes her mind again once the eye of the storm passes and her stomach buckles, turning itself inside out to expel contents it doesn't have. when he kneels to crowd her, she plants a hand on his collarbone to push him away, just never gets to the second part as another heave wracks the sides of her throat for the remaining bile. ]
Ugh, shit. [ her breath spills out hard from the exertion, her abdomen curled into such tense knots she isn't sure she won't vomit again and what would even come up if she did. Jess spits into the soiled water, blinking lightheadedly. she shuts her mouth as hard as if she could staple it, gluing her tongue to the bottom of her mouth and closing her eyes until the nausea finishes with her. ]
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Ugh, shit. [ her breath spills out hard from the exertion, her abdomen curled into such tense knots she isn't sure she won't vomit again and what would even come up if she did. Jess spits into the soiled water, blinking lightheadedly. she shuts her mouth as hard as if she could staple it, gluing her tongue to the bottom of her mouth and closing her eyes until the nausea finishes with her. ]